Someone having this much of an impact on your life is literally not healthy at all. I hate myself so much for letting you get to me even now. I have good days. Good weeks. Where you don’t even cross my mind. But somehow you always creep back up on me. At this point I don’t even know how I feel about you all that I do know is that I hate myself for still having these feelings. I hate my self so much for not being able to move on. I promise these are the last tears that will ever fall for you though. I’m done. Time to pull myself out of this because you sure as hell aren’t going to do it.